Pain and Regret

Darth Vader has committed several horrible atrocities, but I still find him to be a truly tragic, almost sympathetic figure. Anakin Skywalker was the greatest of the Jedi, had a loving wife and a baby (babies actually but they didn’t know that yet) on the way. Anakin had such potential… then he ruined it all due to his own fears of losing those he loved… only to lose the one he loved most due to his actions. Darth Vader believes, as Palpatine told him, that he killed Padme instead of saving her. Talk about painful irony. There’s a scene from a comic where someone asks, “What could you possibly hate so much to give you such Dark Side power?” and Vader answers “Myself.” He believes he has lost everything due to his Dark Side actions. It’s no wonder why, when he found out his son had survived, he returned to the Light to save Luke. Then again, his fear of losing those he loved may have fueled his return to the Light Side just as much as it had led him to the Dark Side years earlier. 

I rendered this scene in Poser 13 using the new and improved Superfly engine with HDRI lighting along with a soft spotlight on Vader to give the scene a little more depth with its shadows. I upgraded all the materials of the elements used in this scene with new Superfly shaders. I originally had this scene rendered with an overall peach color. Then I realized that didn’t make much sense for the theme of this scene. So, I changed all the shaders to shades of blue. In postwork, I altered the colors to be more of a watery teal like Padme’s burial gown. The most difficult part of creating this scene was trying to figure out where Vader’s left hand should be. I tried many different positions for his hand before finally settling on what you see here. 

Most of these items are available from the Renderosity Marketplace (unless otherwise noted):

• White Chapel by DM
•  Padme Amidala Tomb from CGTrader
• Darth Vader Armor from Forender